Friday....

I am happy to say, that my crazy day yesterday worked out. I had some kids that had to WAIT for rides, etc. Last night, I was just so thankful to have the day DONE. It was stressful. It's crazy days like this, that can be so overwhelming. Last night, after the girls YW recognition dinner, I told the kids to load in the car and we went to McDonalds. My kids like the fruit and yogurt parfaits. We went through the drive-up and then came home. It was a NICE way to end a very busy day.

This morning, I have my good ole' appointment with my OB-GYN. I dread these routine but necessary visits. In fact, I HATE them. Nothing fun about getting up on a table and well, you know...I am a very private person when it comes to modesty. I am so uncomfortable with the entire process. I HATE being weighed on the medical scales. Today, I admit, it has been a LONG time since I weighed myself.

THERE... I admit it. I am struggling. I have lost my motivation. Now, I'm afraid of SLIPPING back...gaining the weight I lost. Why in the world am I admitting this???? Because, I want to be real and honest with myself. I have always admitted that I will struggle with my weight- every day for my entire life. I am not a girl that is naturally thin. I am the girl who will eat out of boredom, stress, happiness, sadness...I think you get the picture. So HELP- anyone- does anyone have any advice on how to get my motivation back???? I think I am in denial, but I worked to hard to gain it all back. I will find out today if I've gained weight.

So tomorrow is National Scrapbooking Day!!!!! I hope you have some fun "creative" plans. I will be going to two baseball games and one baseball practice. I will be THINKING "creative" thoughts. Does that count????

So to celebrate, I am going to do a TERESA COLLINS PRIZE BOX for some lucky winner. YES, I will include my latest paper line- TRAVELOGUE-PLUS Damask, Journal-it, Clear Ring, Black Chipboard bracket shaped book, Boardwalk, Bella Girl, my die cuts, etc... post a comment to win. Good luck and happy NSD.... So fun to do a PRIZE

Comments

[Julie Mitchell from Canada]

I hear you with the weight struggle. One trick I learned is to have one piece of clothing (always the same one) that fits you well when you are at your ideal weight and always make sure it still fits. It could be a pair of jeans, a dress, whatever. If it is getting tight, you know what you have to do (whatever it is that you did when you first lost the weight).

I really love your new line. I don't know if we get your products in Canada (Québec). I will ask around tomorrow during my NSD maga crop.

[echo]

Holy cow! I'm the first poster! Ok, so as for the weight...I lost all my weight on Jenny Craig 3 years ago and it is a constant struggle on a daily basis. I know that when I'm having a hard time, I journal everything I eat. Sometimes I even count the calories so I don't go overboard. I try not to beat myself up, but lately it's hard because we are taking a family trip to Hawaii for 2weeks in July! I want to look and feel good, so I'm trying to lose a little slowly. Ok, now this is like I'm bloggin! BTW, love, love the new line and I just got one of your rings and need to make it pretty now! Have a fabulous day Teresa, and don't sweat the small stuff.

[Amy]

I love your products! Thanks for sharing on your blog. My advice on the weight thing would be to weigh yourself consistently once a week or so, so that if anything starts creeping back on, you can get a handle on it right away:)

[Judy in Carefree]

Happy NSD! Weight, I have struggled all my life, but after losing 53 pounds 9 years ago have stayed within 5 to 8 pounds of that weight. Motivation is the fact if I can't get in my clothes I must cut back because buying new clothes isn't an option right now!

[LoriKaye]

oh teresa how i sympathize with you on the weight issue. i get in a grove and think man i will do this for the rest of my life and then one thing, then another and before you know it im not going to the gym, eating burgers....you just have to make yourself sometime even when you really really don't want to.
love all the new stuff, of course and thank you for posting my spring break project, it looks cuter in person!!!

[Renee Wester]

Hi Teresa,
I can totally relate to the day to day struggles with weight. My son will be 7 on May 11th and I am still trying to lose the baby weight. I have recently started Weight Watchers and absolutely love it.
I am also doing the Walk Away the Pounds dvd's.
I really do not like going to the gym, plus I can do this when it it convenient for me.
I do the same as Julie above posted, helps me know where I am at.
Love all of your new products!!! Can't wait to purchase them!!

[Renee Calcagno]

Ah...the joys of struggling with weight. You are not alone. I always try to measure not just weigh in...esp if I've been execising...the scale doesn't always move, but the tape measure sure can keep you motivated when it doesn't.

Have a wonderful weekend and thanks for the chance to win.

[Izzy]

You've been on this stringent diet for over a year, so I'm not surprised that you've hit this wall. You can get over this Teresa. You've worked so very hard to lose all that weight, please don't be discouraged if you gained back some.
These past 4 months have been the worst for me personally & I've decided that it's time to step forward. I ordered some low carb books (those work best for me) and hope to get moving. Don't become stagnant by focusing on the negatives. Keep your eye on the prize girl. You CAN do this.

Hugs,
Izzy

[~Lana B~]

Love the new...no, no...ALL your lines so far! Can't wait to see what's next! :D
Your weight...just look at your children. Remember that how they see you not only eat but react to food and your weight will set the tone for them in their lives. You want them to live long and healthy lives w/out the same struggles. Plus, you want to make sure you are around a long, long time to see your great-great-grandchildren right?!? :D Ok, off my soap box...have a GREAT day!
~Lana~

[Amy kate]

Girl - you will get it together... sometimes we loose focus on ourselves when we have families to take care. Why don't you get the kids to start walking/riding bikes after dinner with you? It might give you some good one on one time with them as well!

Happy NSD!

Amy from PA

[Gilda]

I am with you about the weight struggle. Ever since I got pregnant with my now 7 year old son, I had never had my pre-pregnancy weight back. Anyway, just last year, I was at my fattest without being pregnant and then I decided to join Weight Watchers and then I started going to the gym while my husband was deployed. Well, 4 months later after joining WW, I lost 40 pounds. My husband got back from deployment and I had stopped going to the gym and now still trying to find my motivation to go back. I had maintained my weight but I know what you mean about how hard it is to find the motivation to go back. I don't really have an advice about that right now since I'm on the same boat as you but just wanted you to know that you are not alone. When you find a trick that works for you maybe you can share so that I could try it too:-) Hey, maybe we could make this into some kind of contest to make it fun? (LOL)

Okay, this is getting long... Happy NSD!

[Angie]

Keep your head up, you will be just fine...Love all your new products, you are one talented lady!

[Lynn]

You will get your motivation back! It is so hard when your life is so busy! Keep up the good work on all your scrappy lines though I LOVE them all!

Lynn

[Therese Bradley]

Hi Teresa, I just "discovered" you after CHA when I saw your product on someone else's blog. It's funny, since I didn't know you before when you were heavy, I would have guessed that you were naturally slim from your photo. You look like one hot mama to me. I also struggle with my weight and it has been at a high point lately. I've gotten a lot of motivation reading your blog. You are very real about your struggles, challenges, and successes. How about using your journey line to make a personal journey mini album. You can tell your story and be able to refer back to it to help re-motivate yourself. I think I would like to do this too. From the comments, it sounds like you touch a lot of lives. Thank you for that.

[Rhonda]

Yeah! I love all of your designs. Where can I purchase your new Travelogue papers and stamps?
I know it is hard to stay motivated. Keep on moving. You are worth it!
Rhonda

[Regina]

Hi Teresa. Love your new line. I think you always find a balance and if tomorrow is spending it with the kids, GO FOR IT. Happy NSD. I'm closing my eyes and hoping you'll pick ME.

Regina

[Kelley]

I don't know what weight program you are following...but I cannot say enough good things about weight watchers. I became LIFETIME over a year ago. I think it is more difficult to KEEP the weight off than to lose it in the first place. That being said, I think attending meetings is KEY. I am looking forward to going more regularly when my youngest starts preschool in the fall. You can do it!

[Erin Glee]

Teresa, I know the weight struggles myself, so I feel for you. Every time I diet and lose weight, I end up gaining it all back PLUS some.... so I am almost afraid to try any more. I am on Thyroid medicine, and I hope that does the trick, but it is a very slow going process. Weight Watchers worked for me..... knowing I was going to have to step on that scale made me stop sneaking a little extra "treat" and telling myself "I will do better tomorrow". Our income doesn't have room for ongoing WW fee's, so I need to do this on my own. I need to love myself how I am RIGHT NOW. I liked the comment about an inspiration Mini-book.... may be I'll try that...OOOoooh, if I win your fun NSD Give-away I'll have the best collection of new products to play with!

[Emelyn Magpoc]

I totally hear ya on the weight loss action. I just think of food and gain weight!! I'm so envious of DH who just eats and eats and gains nothing! Not to mention I'm so short.

I don't know how you do it..juggling the kids, their activities, traveling, AND being and awesome designer!! You totally rock and you are so inspiring!!

[Dina]

Hi Teresa, glad that the busy day worked out fine. I have always been heavy all of my life and have constantly struggled with losing weight. I lose, I gain, I lose, I gain. It is just one of those never ending cycles. I don’t have any words of wisdom about getting your motivation back. I am just another person on the same boat. Happy NSD!

[Kim R]

I think alot of times we get so obsessed with our weight that it becomes a chore to keep it down and not fun...burnout. I have had that for a couple months and did slip back..but decided to try something different. Not go to the gym but do fun things like dance and swim and play soccer with my kids. It has made a difference because I am not counting how many reps to do and I spend some quality time either alone( dancing) or with my family. (soccer/swimming) So be as creative with weight control as you are with your beautiful lines. Good Luck!

[Maria Therese]

I love you papers!! can't wait utill the clearstamps hit's my LSS

Happy NSD!!!

[Pamela]

Happy NSD! Sorry I don't have the answers for motivation and weightloss, but I do love your scrap designs and paper lines.

[yvonne b]

I wish there was an easier way to at least get a good mind set to the weight thing. Good luck, I have just started walking and eating better with portion control. I am hoping I can keep the motivation up until I can see a difference. It is not easy. I think you look amazing though.
Also have fun at the ball games, and love the new stuff, can't wait to get my hands on it.
Yvonne B

[Amy J]

Hey Teresa- I understand the weight issues. My hubby and I are both at all time high meights and do not like it one bit. We are trying to get into a routine of eating well and working out, but lose direction after two or three weeks. It is so hard. Best wishes.
Love your lines. I am actually using you damask stuff for a bridal shower I am hosting. I will send you pictures from the event!
Happy NSD!!!!

[Amy J]

oops that was supposed to say weights up above..... :)

[ginger]

woo hoo! national scrapbook day! I like when you think creative thoughts! means cool stuff for us!

ginger

[Sonja]

Does anyone love the OBGYN visits or the scale? I'm currently paying a ton more for my monthly healthcare dues, rather than go get a physical, anohter lecture from the doctor, and then be told that I need to pay more per month, or maybe less. I just would rather pay what I'm paying then go...

Feel your pain sister!

[cindy b]

Thanks for the chance to win some of your goodies! And the layouts you post - such WONDERFUL creations! Have a wonderful weekend. peace and blessings, Cindy

[Valerie]

Chewing gum!! When you feel like eating, pop a piece of gum in your mouth. It doesn't always work 100% of the time, but it has saved me many a time. Love your new lines.

[kim harter]

don't be so hard on yourself! look at everthing else you have accomplished in life you can do it

[Amy A.]

Hope the "fun" visit went well! Thanks for being real, open and honest. Have a great weekend!!

Amy in WA

[jill]

you can do it. it is hard, i have always said that losing weight and maintaining it is one of the hardest things to do in live. you don't need cigarettes or alcohal to live, but you do have to eat. it is a delicate balance. but you can always get back up on your feet and stay there. just remember how good it felt to step on the scale and watch the number go down. you were able to do it (lose weight) before, and will do it again.

[Lisa F]

happy nsd! love your products!

[Lori]

Wow, this would be the greatest prize package!

[Jennie Outterson]

I love all your product. I can't wait to get some of your travel products. You inspire me with your weight loss. I have gotten off track and gained some back. Just know that your are an inspiration. Happy NSD!!!

[dannelle]

hey teresa...man, weight loss is the hardest! and maintaining it is harder! i'm like you, eat when i'm stressed, eat when i'm not stressed, eat just because...for me, working out helps that stress for sure! i got to work out 2 days this week and before that it was more than a month. blah...but for motivation, could you go back to the gym with your friend? and maybe start slow and go 2 days a week and then build up more days? or even if you do just a little bit each day? walking a couple of miles at the local track? you'll get your motivation back! working out will be part of your routine. :)

and love love love your new line...it looks fabulous!!!! can't wait to pick it up!!

take care!
xoxo
dannelle

[Sandy Navarro]

Hi Teresa,

The best motivation is all the success you've already achieved; you look great!

I tried to lose some weight before my trip to Europe because I was NOT taking that BIG butt that kept following me on the trip! Well, I'm writing this from Barcelona and apparently that BIG butt made the trip anyway! LOL Hope that made you laugh, but's it's the truth. My BIG butt and I had a fabulous time and are coming home tomorrow. I sincerely hope that it's gone by summer!

I love your new travel line and will use it to scrap my trip, BIG butt and all! What perfect timing!

[Susan]

Happy National Scrapbook Day to you as well! I am loving your new product line. Keep it coming!

[Debbi M]

I will be spending NSD scrapping with my 4 year old granddaughter. She loves to make her own cards for her friends birthday parties....so we will probably make a good supply to have on hand. As for the weight issue, I struggle myself. I quit smoking one year ago next month. So I've got at least 20 lbs. to lose. Just remember it's what's inside that matters not the outside. The outside looking good is just icing on the cake. Did I say CAKE???? Happy NSD.
Debbi M

[Patti]

OMG, I would love to be the lucky winner to get some of your goodies!!! I'm sorry you had the dreaded appointment today! I hate that!!! But I hate the dentist even worse!!!! I know, that's strange!!!

You will get everything together with your weight and everything will fall into place. You seem like such a terrific person, and you have a wonderful family.....you're doing something right!!!!!

Patti H.

[Bobbi in KY]

Teresa-I don't think you realize how many people you help and motivate by discussing your daily trials and tribulations on here...so many of us struggle with weight-and in "blogworld" everything seems so perfect sometimes-it helps me to see you're a real person..

On motivation.....you're mine!!!! But I have also put a "weight loss ticker" on the MB's I frequent-so everyone knows my progress-and I AM NOT going to let it go backwards-that would be way too embarrasing-in a way its my own private WW-just a way to keep me honest!!

(plus-I got a super short haircut-think I lost a pound right there LOL)

Love the travelogue stuff-and keep up the good work-if you can handle all of those kids-you can handle the weight loss.

Hugs
Bobbi

[sandy]

love your new products! Girl, you go with the weight deal, one thing you need to know is that most everyone deals with the same thing and you need to vocalize plus have a workout/Nutrition buddy (diet is a negative word!) I feel that when I have an off week, not only am I letting myself down, but my buddy too! And no matter how long it has been since the last visit to the gym you can always go back without feeling like dang it has been 3 months since I have been there, but dang how GREAT is it that I am actually motivating my big butt to get back on that bike!!! (not that your butt is big, but I know mine is!)

hugs to you dear and you go girl!!!
-Sandy

[Kathy_hauch]

You new line is great. I bug my scrapbook store all the time about when they are going to have your line.

[Tracy Schmitt]

I, too, lost some weight and am finding I have gained some back. I was exercising a lot more and then got sick and have had a struggle getting the motivation again so I completely understand. I wish I knew the trick, but I am still searching, too.

Love all your new products as well as your previously released lines.

[Bobbie]

It's so hard to stay motivated for anything. Sometimes we just need to someone else to hold our hands for a while. Good luck. I need motivation to keep my house organized.

For those in CA the Red Bee has a sale on Teresa's line this weekend for Nat'l. Scrapbook day. Yeah!

[christine c]

we all lose motivation from time to time. many times when i start loosing weight i think that i could coast by. i forget that it was my hard work that lost the weight.
just remember that tomorrow is a new day. :)

[Sarah Galbraith]

OOhh! Pick me! Pick me! I would LOVE to have this prize!!

Don't get to down on yourself....pick up where you are now and go from there. Don't wait till you've gained everything back to start again. (i say this from experience!!) Sometimes looking back at 'old' pics of myself is enough to motivate me!
Just so you know....I think you are darling, and don't have a thing to worry about! :)
Have a good weekend!

[kathy]

Happy almost NSD!!!! I think you things are great too bad not too many around here. Slow to come East. As for the weight issue I hear ya lady. SC eating is almost into fuul swing & I figure if it's to come off it will come off. Just must learn moderation. I have been doing the walking thing lately seems to help with energy & to push off a few of those pounds. Hope you have a great weekend. Kathy

[melinda]

Teresa whatever you do try not to get down on yourself. Think about how far you have come with the weight loss and use that as your fuel to keep going. I know it is a tough battle some days and when life gets really busy it is hard to keep that focus. You can do it!
Love the new line- hope my LSS carries it.. or that I win it ;).

[Carrie]

I really like all of your new lines. Keep up the good work! Happy NSD!

Carrie

[Lisa M]

Ok, you're not going to like this, but I always find I get my motivation back when I MAKE myself go back to the gym...and I mean everyday for 5 days in a row (ok, so you can skip one day, but not more than that.) For me this works. I start feeling better about myself and get back in the HABIT of exercise everyday. It works for me, and I'm hoping it will work for you too. You look AMAZING!!!!!

[ally]

Hi! My name is Alicia, and I'm writting to you from Spain (Europe).
I am in love with your collection and your work! I would like to be that lucky! I read your blog every day from spain!
Thanks to create these wonders so that all enjoy!
Kisses!!

Hola! Me llamo Alicia y te escribo desde España (Europa)
Estoy enamorada de tu colección y tus trabajos! Me encantaría ser esa afortunada. Leo tu blog a diario y te sigo desde españa! Un beso muy grande!gracias por crear estas maravillas para que todas las disfrutemos!

Thanks a lot!!

[Heather Pruder]

Don't worry about the weight! JUST LIVE LIFE! Love and enjoy and the rest will follow...love your papers!

[Shelley Rose]

WOW...can I relate to gaining the weight back...I had lost 20 pounds and over the past few months I have managed to put post of back on...it's so disappointing...but I'm just going to think positive and start over again! I'm also spending National Scrapbook Day watching my 5 year-old grandson play baseball...but those are the type of things that are so important...FAMILY...and I'll have some GREAT photographs for my next creative work of art! Don't worry about the weight...always remember what's really important! Have a GREAT weekend!

[Tami R]

Don't you wish you could eat whatever you wanted, as often as you wanted & never gained a pound....aaahhh that would be heavenly. Back to reality....if I am too busy for ME I tend to slack in the exercise department, and I really do LOVE to exercise once I start doing it. I feel so good when I am done. Having a buddy to motivate you really makes it all that much easier. If I lived in Utah & not Idaho I would be your 'buddy' in a heartbeat! I think you look fab-u-lous! So don't beat yourself up, take one day at a time- enjoy your talent, your kids, your hubby and even your fave foods!

[Megan]

I hear ya on the weight. But it was nice to know there was someone else in my same shoes.

As for NSD, I don't have anything creative planned but maybe the stars will aline and I will get to play with paper and glue!

[Lynda Volz]

Oh can I relate to the weight struggle. I have also come to the conclusion that I will struggle with me weight for the rest of my life. I wish food wasn't such an issue everday of my life. I wish I could just eat what I need to eat and get on with life. It feels like food is always on my mind, when will I eat, what will I cook, what will I order when we get there, what will I pack in the car for a road trip..it's just CRAZY!! To much obsession with food....just stupid....BUT working out is something that I have adopted in my lifestyle, so I am lucky that it has just become my life. I run/jog 5-6 days a week for 30-40 and do weights 4 days a week. I know that building that muscle helps burn fat. Good Luck...by the way YOU LOOK GREAT!!!

[Jeri Ray]

Here's to hoping you find your weight loss mojo again! Looks like, from the other comments, that you (and ME!!) are in good plentiful company. I am one of those who has lost weight and put it back on so many times. Maybe you need to change up your exercise regimen, to avoid boredon? Or drink more water--this is a big one for me, cuz I find often when I feel the urge to snack, I'm really just thirsty.

[Sara in WI]

Hopefully I can go swimming tomorrow ( at the university pool ) It has been storming 2 days in a row in the am when the pool is open for lap swim. Swimming is the only exercise that I enjoy. Have you tried that? There's also the fact that you really don't want to go up a size in your swimsuit!!
I've just started scrapbooking and found your blog! It sounds like fun!
Sara in WI

[Sherri]

Weight watchers worked for me, but you really have to be ready and dedicated. Good luck!

Sherri
coutch6@verizon.net

[Megan]

I am working on my weight loss right now too. I am proud to say today is day 12 IN A ROW of me doing 20 mins of workout in the morning before my shower. I know it isnt a lot, but baby steps right? good luck! and I am loving your new line (and your old line too for that matter)

[Kirstie]

Hi Teresa, First of all your products are beautiful, and love your new design, I believe your new line has hit the shores of Melbourne, Australia this week, can't wait to go see!

Now I have the same problem as you, just have to look at food and bang look in the mirror OMG where did that come from, was that chocolate I ate or that cupcake I ate last week....lol, I know this sound like a crazy thing to do but, I look at myself in the mirror and say "I'm beautiful, I'm a perfect size" and a few other things that make me feel good, then close my eyes and picture myself at that perfect size and that perfect dress or clothing I'm wearing, every day I say this when I'm getting dressed, so I never ever let the oh I'm fat or over weight creep in, always positive. I find now that my body tells me when to stop, and not feel that I've over eaten, and I feel comfortable with what I put in my mouth. Gone of the day's of you must eat everything on your plate, I make sure I always leave something on the plate, as the size that get dished up are always to big for anyone, so I hope this might be a newer way of trying for you, as it helps me, and I also will tell you I am a happy size 12 I'm not sure what that size is over where you are. but I'm happy!!!

Hugs
Kirstie.

[Fiona]

Love your papers - the new travel range is fantastic.
Cant wait to meet you at Scrapaganza in Holland in June and doing your class.
Totally symapthise reg the weight - It is so difficuklt!!

[kimmie]

Teresa i have struggled with many things and weight has always been one of them. Stay strong! I am so hoping to win a goodie from you! Have a wonderful weekend

[Sherri]

Thanks for celebrating NSD with us! I've asked my husband to take the kids to their soccer games so I can get together with my scrappin' buddy and he said "yes". How wonderful is that?
I love all your lines and would be thrilled to win!

[Amanda Barras]

I always find that once I force myself to get back in the gym for a week or so I am more motivated and likely to go again and again. The first day back is the hardest. I know how hard it is to see that scale move in the wrong direction. Keep the faith sister! You can do this! Just make that first day happen and the rest will fall in place!

Amanda B

[LisaSpiegel]

You have worked *very* hard to accomplish your goals..personally and professionally...you wouldn't be human if you didn't lose your focus for one thing when deeply focused on another...your new line is FANTASTIC..I can't wait to play with it IRL..hang in there...we are all behind you no matter what!

[Alexandra Hobson]

Well, after reading your post, I can honestly say I know exactly how you feel! I have struggled with my weight my whole life and I am always on a diet. Well, this time I did something different - I joined Weight Watchers and for six weeks I have been on program and very happy! I have lost 15 pounds, I feel great, and it is so easy! That is what motivates me, knowing that every week on the same day at the same time, I will get on the scale - and it keeps going down! We call go through struggles like this - I hope you can step back and not be so hard on yourself! You are a beautiful woman and you will regain that focus, I have faith!! You are driven and goal-oriented, and you know what you have to do! And, we are here, cheering you on, girl! Have a fabulous NSD - I am playing with some of your paper, just love it, so awesome! Can't wait to get the new line! Have a FABULOUS weekend, enjoy your family, and cut yourself some slack - it will happen again! *STAMPIN HUGS* Alex

[Barbara]

Teresa, I just discovered your paper line and can't wait to find it locally. For weight issues, I find I always need a jump start - I have bought some great 'detox' juices from Target and the line called 'Boots' in the cosmetics aisle. It is a European company and the jump start is a 5 day detox body cleanse - fun to try, clean out and start fresh. You might give it a try
Barbara

[Teresa G.]

I love your line and I want a chance to win also! :) You just need to stay positive. You need to remember to be kind to yourself and tell yourself to keep the negative voices out of your head. We are both the same that way but you have come so far and it would be a shame for you to fall back into old habits. Give yourself credit for what you have done in this life and do not beat yourself up! A couple gained pounds is not the end of the world. You can do it!!!

[Bea]

I love all your paper lines. So beautiful, & easy to work with.

Maybe setting little goals for yourself (walking X minutes each day, losing X pounds, planning meals & snacks . . . ) You sound like such a great mom & wife. Don't forget about yourself - you deserve to be treated right too.

~Bea

[donna]

I would love to win your products! I have been trying to find a retailer - online & IRL - that has the entire line in stock and haven't had luck. I love, love your designs.
Good luck on the weight thing. I think that everything in moderation works for me and not thinking/stressing out too much about how much I weigh. In fact, I avoid thinking about it by not weighing myself!

[Charlene Biemer]

Congrats on your new papers. I love the travel line. I'm starting a vacation book, so I can't wait to get some! Charlene

[Shannon Coyne]

Am so with you on the weight struggle along with half the comments already on here...I am working on losing the weight now for my cruise but I sure hope that I can keep it off even after that takes place. Don't know how to keep you motivated because when you were working out you were keeping me motivated...maybe find a blog that will give you inspiration in this direction....

As for your new line of papers - I LOVE them...have bought several and would love to have more.

Love ya

[Kellie]

I wish I could have gotten to you before you had your appointment! Years ago my sister came up with a way to make her OB/Gyn appointments easier to go to. She would pretend to someone other than herself!! So now every year it is always fun to see how creative we can be to think of being someone else!! On a serious note though, it is a good thing you go every year. I am a six and a half year breast cancer survivor and only found it due to my annual mammogram, something I always did. I scared alot of my friends who were more lax in their annual exams, because there was no history in my family.
I love your designs and look forward to reading your blog as I too was a baseball mom! (my husband still coaches at our high school!!) Those were some of the best times and our social life as well. Now my oldest son is about to become a father(which I guess will make me a gramma!!) so I look forward to our granddaughter playing softball!! Keep up the good work and your motivation with your weight will also return. P.S. I too dreaded the "SCALE" I swear they always made it heavier than my own!!

[fawn]

Happy NSD! I love your products and have a real appreciation for your talent. You are so lovely and so kind and caring. I understand your weight issues but from the prospective of someone who has met you, listened to you speak from your heart and seen you and your husband together -- what you weigh just isn't important. You already have it all! You are gorgeous inside and out.

[Valerie]

Sorry to hear that you are "struggling". We all want to lose those extra pounds - so you are not alone.

However, you really need to tell yourself that you no longer have an issue with weight - you seem believe that you do and so you have it. Think that you don't and think healthy, positive thoughts and see what appears .... (even Oprah says this is the way of the world - thoughts are things.) :-)

I truely love all of your designs - you have absolutely inspired me to an entirely new level. I am even checking your blog daily - go figure, as I have NEVER done this in my life. LOL

Have a wonderful NSD and think skinny, healthy, happy thoughts and watch what appears!
Val

[Pam]

Happy NSD We also have a baseball game. I hope to do some scrapbooking on Sunday. Love your produces.

Pam

[Caroline]

The weight thing yeah I know, how that goes. I was the thin girl my whole first 30 years on earth, and then I hit the biG 30, and I have been struggling with my weight ever since. A mom at my kids school is doing a boot camp class outside starting this Sunday, yes I signed up. $10 a week.We'll see.
Any who love all your products and would love to win some you are a very creative and georgous scrapbooker. You give me motivation !!!
I will think creativly tomorrow thanks for that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Michele L.]

I have my vehicle packed and am raring to go...whomever thought of NSD deserves the Pulitzer Prize. I am so ready.

Since you are not SBing, thinking creative thougts count as well as taking photos!!!

[Kelly]

I love your products and style.
I too would love to hear how to stay motivated. It is a constant struggle for me as well.

[Shannon]

I feel your pain. I will struggle the rest of my life with weight as well. I lost over 100 pounds in 1999, and have kept it off, I go through some fluctuation but everyone does. I just don't let myself gain over a certain amount, if I put some on I try to take it right off, that way the two pounds doesn't turn to four and so on. I have to weigh everyday, but it's what works for me, if I get on the scales one morning and I'm up a little, I just eat less that day... You just have to figure out what works for you... Good Luck...

Shannon

[Laurel]

Happy NSD! Enjoy the ball games. Creative thoughts do count!

On the weightloss front, I have found that changing things up when you've hit a road block really does work! Change your exercise routine, add a new food to your diet, whatever it is, just change it up to keep it fresh!

[jen]

happy nsd ... hang in there!

[Sachiko]

I love your products! Keep going!!

[pomaika`i scrapaloha]

I think we all have ups and downs, so don't be hard on yourself. Enjoy yourself the way you are and think of what you are already doing that is healthy and good for your body. Take care and have a super weekend!!!

What an awesome surprise some lucky person will receive!!!

[Susan]

I know its hard to see for yourself but you are beautiful, no matter if you gained some weight back or not. Its what shines through from the inside!

[christie]

Weight is a constant struggle, right? I just try to remember that for every diet there is an equal or greater binge! Every body is a temple, we need to give ourselves the respect we deserve. As for me, I just try to eat healthy and not deprive myself. Heaven knows that my body has seen better days, but I'm trying to be kind to myself. You should take a good look in the mirror and say nice things to yourself...
If it's any consultation, YOU LOOK GORGEOUS!!! You're a beautiful, talented woman. No need to fret about weight. You have enough "weight of the world" to carry as it is.
Anyhoo...I hope that you have a wonderful NSD (thinking creative thoughts while watching Baseball).

[Joy Buss]

Thanks for being real! All of us struggle with our weight. I need motivation really bad.It's so hard to fit in excercize with all the kid activities. I love your new paper line!! Want it...need it...pick me, pick me!!!
Joy from Bonney Lake

[Becky]

After you have children - your life just goes crazy catching up with them and doing the best you can to make their lives as rich as possible. Time for yourself just goes right by the wayside. I usually eat WHATEVER I want for a whole week, and then when I feel really sick about myself and my body - then I have the motivation to get it back under control!! Good luck whatever you do, you'll get it back! Don't be too hard on yourself.

[Malou]

Losing weight is hard for everybody especially me being diabetic, it's always been a struggle for me but I know losing the weight is good for my health. Goodluck w/your weight loss! Happy NSD to you! I really love your papers. Malou

[Blondie]

I see that you have my very best friend Lori Kaye's work on your site again. She is so talented and I know she is thrilled that you posted her work. With that said I would love to win your new line travelogue. You are so talented -- I just love all the things you come up with.

You are also an inspiration on how well you have done with your weight loss. You look fantastic and should be very proud of yourself for your acomplishments. I have dropped 17 pounds and I have many more to loose - so I know how hard it is -- and the thought that you have done so well helps me in continuing to stick to my diet. Thank you.

[cindy]

Hello Teresa :)
Believe me when I say I know where you are. Exactly 5 years ago I was told I had to lose weight by my loving Mama. She thought I was at my breaking point. So after a long night of terrible sobs I chose to slim down. And it has been a life changing decision. One that I have to deal with everyday. I try not to weigh myself I feel the numbers game is a bad thing to be obsessed about. It is natural to gain weight at different times. If you look for the bad, you will find it. So do not worry about numbers enjoy life and live in the moment. I always say eat in moderation. You can have all you want just in smaller amounts. Thanks. Keep up the good work in both your personal and business aspects!

[Missy]

I have to agree with the post by Becky. Once we have our kids we don't take the time for ourselves that we did before. There's just no time! Now I have to struggle to get into the gym but that's life and that's okay. Don't beat yourself up. Just do the best you can and you'll be fine. I like that saying about not wanting to get to heaven with a perfect, plastic body but rather sliding in with the not so perfect body and the laugh lines screaming "WOOHOO what a fun ride that was!". Have a great National Scrapbooking Day! I won't be able to do any scrapping but like you I will imagine my perfect layouts :)

[Just Lulu]

Hope you have a great NSD! You are way too sweet to do a give away :)

Btw, what is helping me right now is my aquafit class... twice a week, and it doesn't feel like exercise because it's fun!!

[Virginia]

Teresa, the time will come when the movtivation comes back. You did so well and then have had so many stresses, with the new line, the house renovations, the travel and of course, all the kid activities. In a few weeks, you will have a bit of time to relax, since the kids will be out of school and you can start working out and planning out food options. Since it will be warmer, you won't have to worry about cooking, lots of fresh fruit and vegetables!! By the time the cooler weather comes back, that pesky kitchen will be done and you will be ready to cook great, healthy meals! Keep the faith and just try to maintain!

[pattyo]

Hi Teresa - I've been reading your blog for some months now and I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling. The great thing though is that if you can do it once, you can do it again. I appreciate you honesty so much because we can all relate. Maybe a new routine would help... how about yoga? Nothing like a new routine to get the muscles going! Take care.

[Judi]

I would love to win your latest paper line since it is difficult to come by here. I have no words to help with motivation but do have a hilarious gyno visit story I could tell ya'. It doesn't make a yearly visit a delightful experience but I do get the giggles very time I think of it.

[cottagerca]

I love your new product line. Keep it coming! Happy National Scrapbook Day to you as well!

ava
cottagerca

[Sue]

Teresa, you look absolutely fabulous - I too struggle with the bulge. What you don't achieve today you will tomorrow. Always look on the bright side and never give up - as we say here in England "Bottoms up trousers down"- go girl you can do it!!!!

Loving your fabby lines of paper - can't wait for the stamps !!!!

Sue xx

[renee]

happy NSD!
renee

[Stephanie Summers]

Would someone please invent a magic wand to make us all thin?! I struggle, too. My trick: I have a photo of the "heavy me" hanging in the pantry (to remind me that I don't want to go there again!).

[Thea]

I love your products. I hope this comes to Holland very soon.

[KatieB]

Hang in there girlie! Don't be so hard on yourself!! We all go through little ruts! Love the new line and I can't wait to get some!

[StacyS.]

I always feel like I'm the only one struggling with my weight, but there are so many women in the same place as me.
I am trying to make the best food choices I can and trying to be active every day. I'm trying to think healthy eating, not dieting.
Being fanatical about food only helped me loose weight for a little while and not be able to maintain the loss if I wasn't fanatical about it.
Thanks for sharing your challenges with us as well as the accomplishments. You really inspire those around you.
Take care,
StacyS. (Alberta, Canada)

[carrie c]

Happy NSD!!! Way to keep it real...u r beautiful inside and out and inspire many of us!!

[mary t]

happy nsd teresa!! happy creative thoughts!1 I'm hoping to scrap some using your beautiful bella papers!! can always use more!!
mary t

[Sue]

Happy NSD! I love your products and can't wait for your latest paper to hit our local stores!

[WeeHaggis]

Nobody likes that doctor's appointment!! I think we'd be weird if we did ;) But good on you for going. Have a great weekend.

[Brenda Casady]

I love reading about all of your family activities. You should be proud that you are such a good Mom......no matter what you weigh.

[Calista]

Love all you new lines!! THank you for keeping the busy mom in mind. By this I mean making your lines not only beautiful but so easy to use, and get the creative juices flowing. You laid the road map for us and make it fun for us to follow along!!! Keep it coming, I am a forever fan!!!! Callie

[Heather]

Weight loss, which I have learned the hard way is a lifelong commitment of change and loving yourself. By this I mean you are going to have good moments and bad moments, that's what makes us human. Remember you accomplishments and don't be down on yourself. That good person within will alway shine through. I continue to struggle and know what those moments are like.
BTW, love, love, love the travel line and cannot wait for the stamps, I hope they are easy to find!!!

[Maria]

Love your products but have a hard time finding it all in one place. Happy NSD!

[Dawn]

Hey Teresa! I just got my hands on the Boardwalk line. I can not wait to create with it! I am so excited about your Travel line! I LOVE the whole look of it! We are looking forward to a couple of Summer road trips and this line would be PERFECT to document!!! :-)

[tc fan]

Weight loss can be difficult, but keep your eye on the goal. I don't yet have any of your new lines and would be thrilled to win the TC box of goodies! Fingers crossed! Happy NSD!

[Donna]

Oh yeah......counting WW points here. It is kind of like a game and not too bad and does work. Doing nuttin' for NSD but happy to be putting everything back into my new kitchen cabinets!! Yay! Okay gotta run to an Iball Little League game for Todd and keep up the organizing here!! I would love some Travel line.......I already bought the others and hope to use them very soon......

Donna

[kris]

everytime i struggle with no motovation, i put on my bathing suit and stand in front of a full-length mirror...then it makes me so mad at myself that i can lose weight again!!

[Kelly]

Hi Teresa...
You are a Super mom and a Super Person....
You will get back on track with your weight!
Would LOVE to be a winner of some of your FAB products!

[kelley]

Happy NSD! Thanks for doing a give-a-way!

[Kristin]

don't get down on yourself! hang in there and start again and you'll do fine! hate doctors scales too, they don't lie....but muscle weighs more than fat, remember? LOL! Love your new stuff as I love everything! Have a great NSD!
Kristin

[trinka king]

You have taken the first step by admitting your falt......which we all do. Just take it day by day. Keep a journal and write what you eat all day. It helps...then at the end of the day you feel better of what you have eaten.

I would love to win some of your new products...just love it all! Good Luck!

[Gayle]

I have my "yearly" on Monday too, and totally dread it each year. Luckily, my ob rocks and has seen me at my worst when I gave birth to my boys.
Happy NSD!

[Priya]

Its OK Teresa. It really is. Happens to the best of us- the losing motivation part. And it is ok. The best thing I could say to you now is that relax, chill a bit and take your mind off the weight issue. Everything will fall into place soon. Our motivation tends to plateau sometimes and we just have to ride it out.

Thanks for the giveaway. I love looking at what people have created using your lovely products. I havent got my hands on them yet, but soon I will. Priya

[Shelly]

Happy NSD...I am so with you on the weight struggle! Love your stuff - wish it was not so hard to find!

[Yvonne]

I have two scales in the house, but don't ask when the last time I stepped on it. All I know is that with all meals out that we have (dinner meetings and such) it's creeping up. I try to only eat half of what's on my plate at these dinners. It helps, but I suppose that's better than nothing.

Anyway, I'm hoping to do some scrapping today, but a friend is in the hospital, so I need to spend some time with her first.

I'd love to get my hands on your stuff!! I have a trip coming up next month that I sure would love to use your papers on!

[Kim]

For your question on weight, a friend shared this with me just this week and I thought I would pass it on: not only does it take courage to finish, but it takes even more courage to start. If you got off track, get the courage to get back on. Good luck!

[Sandy]

You are soooo creative and I love your stuff, I need to win because your travel line makes me look skinny in my photos!

[Danielle Gaudet]

Happy NSD everyone! I hope y'all have creative plans for the day.

As far as the weight issue, I wouldn't be so hard on yourself. Instead of thinking that it is all or nothing, just view tomorrow as a new beginning and start from there. Don't be so hard on yourself. We all struggle and fall when it comes to this weight thing. Good Luck.

[CoreyW]

I'm struggling too - chin up, there will be ups and downs - but don't lose sight of your goal!!

Happy NSD!!

[CindyML]

I struggled with weight for so long. Finally, I went on WW and dropped 80 pounds. I am 3 pounds to goal and it is taking forever to get there. I also want to drop another 20 and make it an even 100 lost. I just keep telling myself, I have come this far and I will not go back. Keep telling yourself that any weight lost, is weight that is gone and you can keep it off. Happy NSD!! CindyML

[Crystal]

I just thought I wish you luck I lost 30 pounds last year and have gained 10 back and am stuck I just think food is so good like chocolate. And I wanted to let you now I love all your products thank you. Happy NSD!!!

[Teresa Abajo]

I'm sending you weight loss vibes from across the ocean. When you do discover the secret, PLEASE let me know! My best trick for feeling better about my shape is to surround myself with beautiful (on the inside too) people, people that make me happy. Doesn't matter how I look, as long as I FEEL good.

[Natalie Laney]

Losing weight is a must for me. Turned 40 and trying to lose weight is a daily issue. For every pound I lose, I seem to gain 2. So right now I am just going to be happy with where I am and hopefully not gain any more.

[Harley]

Ooh, I love Travelogue! Hope I win, I would love to get my hands on it :)

[Alicia Sharp]

Happy NSD to you! Thanks for the giveaway and count me in!!

[Laurel]

I love your products...I'm about to start a new project using your bracket shape covers, Journal-it and Damask!

[Andi M]

Happy NSD! I spent the day much as you -- at baseball games. I struggle with the weight thing too. I've come to be satisfied with just maintaining even though I might like to lose 5-10 more pounds.

[Michelle Aiken]

I know what you mean about motivation. I have a 10 year class reunion this summer so you would think that would be motivating enough but it's not. I am eating healthier but the exercising is what I am really needing to get jump started. I would absolutely love to win your prize box. I am still patiently waiting for our LSS to get in your line. I am going to have to look elsewhere pretty soon if they don't get it in. Think summer, maybe that will help you get motivated.

[maria c.]

You just have to remeber to enjoy every moment and cut yourself some slack. Everything will be just fine. I also sturggle with weight issues. I lost 100 pounds. I had gastric bypass surgery and it's still a constant sturggle. I also eat if i'm happy, sad, stressed, you name it.

Take care,

Maria C.

[Veronica]

Oh I completely get the weight creeping back--I lost over 25lbs in the fall/winter--but slowly I'm gaining weight back--and it's because I lost my discipline/motivation--went back to soft drinks, stopped planning and shopping for foods that were healthy and quick, no exercise.--I was guilty of "stinkin thinkin"---I wasn't worth all this effort, why did I think I need to focus on me and my weight loss with all that was more important in our family life. But in reality, I am important, I do deserve to be healthy--to put some focus on me losing weight and exercising. I am worth it, it's not self seeking behavior, it's self preservation. So maybe that's it--you've lost your motivation because you're thinking there are so many other important and fantastic things going on, why should I focus on me..

[Jamie]

LOVE LOVE LOVE your lines - hope that I win!

[Netty Coleman]

Happy NSD Teresa! I hope you had creative thoughts today.

[Kristin Olichwier]

Hi Teresa! Don't stress too much on the weight stuff...you'll get back on track! Take a step back & think of all the reasons you wanted to lose it to begin with....that'll get you going again. :) LOVE the product line! Was happy to see it & purchase some of it tonight @ Windy City Scrapbooking in Chicago!

[tami]

Teresa
I love you and your blog and your cool products. Its so hard to loose weight. I struggle with it everyday. Its so hard to fall off track. I like to put "skinny pictures" on the fridge but sometimes even that doesn't work. I think you look great just the way you are! You are so sweet. I recently took a class at Archivers and we used your products. I was so happy. I would love to win! Thank you.

[Gaby]

I love your products! Thanks for sharing on your blog.

[lisa d]

Happy NSD!! I love, LOVE your new line and can't wait to start the hunt looking for it! There are lots of memories that will go great with this line!

Weight wise, I can so totally relate and feel everything you are feeling. I tend to go and down and do my best to stay away from the scale. I tend to get cocky if I have lost weight and "reward" myself with more then a taste of something that is yummy. Some things that do seem to help me: I serve myself on a smaller plate then the rest of the family. I do eat desert with everyone, but only a few bites- I don't feel as if I am missing out anything exciting and get sad about it. When I do get frustrated and start slacking off( I do this more often then I should!) I start thinking about how I will feel about myself look and health wise and all the great clothes I will be able to choose from instead of the loose, big t-shirts that have become my daily uniform!
There is a quote I keep thinking of whenever I feel off kilter ".....No goal is to high if we climb with care in confidence....."(sorry, don't know who wrote it)
Thanks for sharing your feelings and being honest with them

[marijana]

I so hear you about the weigh :(
I have lost a lOT of weight few years back but have put it all back now :(
its a constant battle....
thanks for sharing your struggle here.
I just love ALL your products and I have ordered HEAPS and they should be here soon.
I haven't seen the travelogue or your board book here tho (Australia) !!!!????
take care:)
xxx

[Nikki Weber]

Hope you had a fun NSD. I was busy with my girlfriends and got a project done.
BTW...I totally relate to hating those OB/GYN appointments. Not my fav thing to do, but know how important it is to have that done. Good for you for going.

~~Nik

[Michelle Brown]

I love your products. They (you) are so inspirational. Thank you.

[Cindy C. T.]

I think you should focus on the things you do well! And there are alot of those! Your lines AMAZE me! Thank you!

[Annette Scholtz]

I look at your photo and just think that you are such a gorgesous woman I mean realy gorgeous ......as for the scale and all that stuff....sure we will all look back and think we were crazy to worry.......

[KIP]

It's a constant problem for me too and it's worse when you travel like you do. Get a picture of you at your thinnest and put it where you can see it several times a day. Works for me!

Kip

[Suzanne]

Happy NSD!!!! Do not be so hard on yourself. I recently saw you at Oasis, and you looked amazing! I struggle too with weight, and am also trying to lose 25 lbs. My desire was to begin in January, it did not happen. I was not mentally ready. I am now. Something will click for you again and you will do it. You have so many balls in the air, so take it one day at a time. I am also following weight watchers, so I am accountable each week. I am eating clean, allowing myself only one process item per day. Good luck!

Your new line is simply incredible!! Thanks for all the great product you are designing.

[CATHY]

From one weight-struggler to another: I have finally found the solution - no snacking and smaller portions and MOVE the body...I know that everybody knows this, but to actually do it is another matter - I've lost 8 lbs. and counting! Oh, how I would love to win some of your products - they rock!!! :D Cathy cvargen@myway.com

[Deanna]

I just wanted to say how much I LOVE your new line! I'm always drawn to black & damask ;) I have been dying to use my Bind it all.. Thanks for giving me a reason to use my new tool.

[Bianca]

I so love your honesty! You are such a strong person and will find your groove back soon. LOVE the new line! Have a great week!

[Jamie H]

Hi,Teresa,

Happy NSD! Unfortunately, I have been in bed for five days with the worst bronchitis in history, so I had to miss all the fun NSD activities. As far as your weight goes, maybe step back a little and stop worrying about it so much. Those stringent diets are very difficult to maintain, so maybe a program like WW would be easier to follow. Love all the new paper designs!

JamieH

[Gloria L.]

Teresa, not much advice but to just remember that you are loved for who you are, no matter what size! Keep smiling, and keep those creative juices flowing.
Gloria L.

[Rebecca W.]

OOOH...Pick ME Pick ME!! My local store isn't going to carry the Travel Line...and it's my favorite!! And girl...I can totally understand the weight thing..so hard to stay on track, I think I need hypnosis.

Happy Scrappin!

[Rejoicing]

Be encouraged! Every setback is an opportunity to remember to put the burden on the Lord and not ourselves. He brought you this far; don't let discouragement take away His victory in your life!

Catherine

[Joan]

I was looking through an altered book i'd made about a year ago and saw what I looked like before I lost 60+ pounds - YIKES!! I just remember that picture when I feel control slipping..... I never want to go back to that!
I also try to keep busy - work in my studio, grab the dog and go for a walk or go online. My goal through weight loss has been to eat healthy - it's nice that the summer fruits will be here soon. Joan

[Lia Biscoe]

Teresa,
Your struggle is normal, embrace the scale and let that be your starting point again. We'll be here to cheer you on.
Lia

[april]

Hey Stranger--
I don't know what to tell you with the weight loss. If you are sick of the program you've been doing, I'd switch. Like I did Weight Watchers years ago, and even though it worked for me, I got sick of the same ole things. So, I did the heavy protein one 2 years ago and really like that one. My sister in law took a "fat" pic of herself that she found and taped it the the mirror in the bathroom. Different things work--if it's snacks that are getting you--go to the store and buy what you like that fits your diet.
Hang in there. Come to NC again?

[marion]

Hope the Dr. visit went as well as possible. I love your product and can only find a little of it locally--mostly the journalling. I'd love to win some! tfs.